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[Saturday
Oct 29th, 2005
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7:11pm] |
just do it already
you know you want too
because you know you want me
how can you resist?
i heart you boy
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[Sunday
Oct 23rd, 2005
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7:38pm] |
WHY ME?!
Do i honestly deserve this crap?
Yesterday when I left the mall
Rj decided to steal a dvd
he's in juvi right now
lord
don't i know how to pick em'?!?!
1. used me
2. left me for ex
3. never got to meet
4. has a girlfriend
5. grandma forbided it
6. ended up in juvi
yeah thats right... I CAN PICK EM'!
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[Thursday
Oct 13th, 2005
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10:49am] |
My mom is in Washington DC for Bradley's open house.
Bradley is Lee's oldest son.
Lee is my mom's lovely kickass spoil missie boyfriend lol.
Bradley's mom is going too...
A W K W A R D!!!
I wanted to meet her but they had already left by the time
I got home from drivers ed...
POOEY!
I slept 3:30 - 5:55 today...
Drivers ed sucked
We talked about passing other cars for like
EVER
My grandma won't let me go on my date with Rachel because yeah she admited to being a homophobe! GAFH!!! My grandma's bestfriends growing up were gay. AND SHE CALLS HERSELF A UNITARIEN! What a fucking hypocrit! So now I gotta break it to Rachel, AND DAMN YOU MISS MURNANE FOR NOT BEING AT SCHOOL TOMORROW FOR MORAL SUPPORT!!!!!!
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[Wednesday
Oct 12th, 2005
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5:01pm] |
muffins, dates w/ girls. and drama.
So I'm going on a date with Rachel on Saturday.
I gave into peer pressure haha!
I don't think anything will come of it because I like this guy a whole lot...
*day dream*
Amelia told me to write her a note 5th period about why she fucking pisses me off now... I forgot... Plus I had no way of getting it to her, since I didn't stay in that class room.
I sold muffins today...
YOU SHOULD BUY THEM FROM ME TOMORROW!!!
THEY'RE 50cents!!!!
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[Monday
Oct 10th, 2005
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5:58pm] |
i've always wanted to date him in the back of my mind...
he never showed any interest in me...
i wish he did...
he has a girlfriend...
he doesn't really like her...
kills me inside...
but i guess i can live...
yeah no names because he reads this
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[Wednesday
Oct 5th, 2005
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8:41pm] |
Well i'm single...
Phil and I deiced to seperate because I'm only 17 and I don't really wanna be tied down at 17. So I'm going to continue dating to see if Phil is what I really want. Theres 3 people I wanna date.
1) Jordan from Jeff
2) can't say because he reads this & i think he still has a girlfriend...
3) maybe rachel...
I'm already going on a date with Jordan. We might end up being girlfriend and boyfriend... I dunno yet...
this is jordan... those of you who went to nebraska. he was a kid in honk
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[Monday
Sep 26th, 2005
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10:52pm] |
Had a meeting in NAHS <[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<not [...] hehehe...>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Had a meeting in NAHS <<NOT NEW ALBANY HIGHSCHOOL!! hehehe... It's National Art Honnor Society>> today. It was staff only so if you're in it don't worry about being there hehe... We staied until 4 talking about fund raising & our senior hang outs. (Rachel & I are juniors but since we're staff we're the only underclassman allowed... WOOTNESS) =D
** I get my baby in child development Nov. 4th. But it's the same weekend as the senior hang out, and Miss Murnane would kill me if I brought it, so I'm going to ask Mrs. Downs tmw if I can change my time for having the baby. *le sigh.
Tonight was my first night of drivers ed. It was ok. I AM THE OLDEST PERSON IN THERE >>.<<!!! |
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[Sunday
Sep 25th, 2005
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7:14pm] |
AHHHHHHHHHHH EVENTS!!!!!
OK! Bob Burns came over around 3:30 yesterday. He came over he downloaded a bunch of stuff on my computer and made it work better...
We went to Walmart because my little cousin ,Brian, just had to have a jumpdrive. Then we all ate at Steak n' Shake.
Bob gets me unstuck in FF10 & FF10-2. Had computer trouble so we called the all mighty Jeremy Lemmel hahaha.... Yeah... *major le sighage (jeremy is an ex... we haven't talked in FOREVER!!!)
We watched Adevant Children.... IT OWNS!!!!!!!! I got yelled at though because I haven't played the game. So after I get my car and all that I'm going to buy it.
Bob ended up sleeping over. He slept downstairs in my grandma's room. THERE WAS DRAMA BUT LETS NO GO INTO!!!!!!!
Thanks to bob I now have Charlie & The Chocolate Factory and Wedding Crashers. Family Guy season 4, Adevent Children, Step Mania (computer ddr game) and bunch of other shit! WOOT!
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[Friday
Sep 23rd, 2005
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6:07pm] |
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[Thursday
Sep 22nd, 2005
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10:58pm] |
Mal took me to Greenville elementary and taught me how to drive. MISSIE's first time on the road people! hehehe... yeah I ran over a bush hahaha... Went back to her house, cut Caity's & Mal's hair. Watched the Longest Yard... I kinda zone out but meh. Yeah. Then Mal drove me home, because my grandma won't let me drive in the dark yet.
In art i'm making a satue of Jack & Sally ^-^!!! And at the bottom of the base I'm writing : We Could Live Like Jack & Sally.
TIS GOING TO BE AMAZING!!!
I'm learning how to drive the explorer on Sunday. woot. My parking sucks, I parked twice perfectly. I REVERSE LIKE NOTHING ELSE!! I'm awesome at it =D
FALL OUT BOY LYRICS
"Sugar We're Going Down"
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]
Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]
Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
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[Sunday
Sep 18th, 2005
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10:11pm] |
Ok I offically hate school projects. I'm supposed to be making a poster about machines that help premature babies survive. And for some reason, info on this topic is really fucking hard to find!! So I'm going to ask my Phil to help me look for stuff when he gets home from work, because yeah this is due tomorrow, and I can keep him up because he's off tomorrow. mwhahaha evil little me. But he loves me so it's all good ^-^!
Who all lerves this new layout?! I know I do!
http://spaces.msn.com/members/missieshocksyou/ <-- I have a space on MSN now. I find it really fun at the moment. hehe... I'm just sitting here at the moment. Listening to me and my babe's song. Epiphany by Staind. I really wish I didn't have school tomorrow. Whatever happened to us having one day off like every week?! Thats they way it was when school started. And I remember Donnie telling me something about like how they're going to continue the one day off a week thing because of hurricane katrina some how... How Katrina was going to affect our school days I have absolutly NO IDEA. But meh...
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[Friday
Sep 16th, 2005
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3:33pm] |
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i'm engaged bitches and hoes!
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[Wednesday
Sep 14th, 2005
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4:11pm] |
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So my bestfriend didn't invite me to this camping trip. And I felt really hurt but I just kept my mouth shut. And today it slipt that I was hurt that she didn't invite me but she invited other people. And I was like pishay i've only just been you're freaking best friend for 13 years!!! And she said well we hardly talked. IT'S NOT MY FAULT SHE MOVED!!! I'm tired of this fucking shit. We stopped talking then she got up and left me alone at the art table and went to go talk to the people she invited camping. So there I was... A L O N E... Trying not to cry!! I just couldn't bare crying. Then my friend rachel came over and I vented to her. GAWD!!! I can't believe this bitch. Actually I can but yeah. I wanted to make the most of this year because she's moving to New Jersey. I wasted 13 years of my life sticking by her side. But when I look back she never went out of her way for me.... Yeah... NO ONE GOES OUT OF THEIR WAY TO HELP ME!!! I'M GOING TO STOP BEING SO DAMN FUCKING NICE!!! FOR NOW ON I AM GOING TO JUST SIT THERE IN MY OWN LITTLE WORLD AND IF THEY ASK ME A FAVOR I'LL SAY FUCK YOU!!! WHY SHOULD I!? WHAT HAVE THEY DONE FOR ME!?!?!?!?!
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[Monday
Sep 12th, 2005
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6:02pm] |
Going to go on a date with a hot guy from Jeff. His name is Jordan and he's just amazing ^-^ He's 15 years old. DUNNO WHAT IT IS LATELY ABOUT ME WITH 15 YEAR OLDS!!! WOOHOO MISSIE IS A CHILD MOLESTER HAHAHA yeah anywho. He went to Nebraska last year too. His school brought Honk! hehe... I'd put his hot face on here, but myspace is being a prick!!!
Today at school was ok. Got our progress reports. I'm failing one class. I was failing two, but I saw that the F was in child development and my mind went NO FUCKING WAY!!! So i got a print out secound period of all the things I was missing that brought me to an F, and all of the things were in my binder G R A D E D!!! So I went from a F to a C. THE REST ARE :
1. drawing 3/4 -- A
2. Child Development -- C
3. Study Hall
4. Advance Art -- A
5. English -- D -.- *le sigh i haven't really tried yet in this class
6. Life Science -- A *the world gasps!!! MISSIE GOT AN A IN SCIENCE!!!
7. US History -- F .... yeaahhh.... shhhhhhutttt upppp
Mal is upstairs on my computer. hehe we're having fun talking to each other. But yeah. I'm really tired, dunno why. All I have planned for this weekend is a party at my friend Viki's. I dunno if i'm going yet though. I either see Jordan or I hang out at Vikis... The Russian Whore might be there... Only downside to going to Vikis I guess... I asked Kacey to go on the double date with me whenever we go. But now that Sara's not getting grounded I guess we'll go with our oringal plan. But it all depends on if Jordan has talked to Brian yet. Since my dumbass cell didn't save his # last night I'm all kinda ARLGHLKJSHDFLKJSFLKSHDFK hehehe... yeah... wow... But yeah I asked Andi if she'd wanna go instead, because Kacey made out with Jordan's bestfriend already, and I don't want her to feel weird. So I have to find out more about Brian for Andi. =D shall be fun, well at least it will be once Jordan gets online so I can talk to him *le sigh
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| had the chance!!! |
[Sunday
Sep 11th, 2005
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8:18pm] |
I HAD THE FUCKING CHANCE TO BREAK UP WITH STEVIE AND I BLEW IT
starryeyedbluffx: hey
starryeyedbluffx: whats up
Streetracer0869:
Streetracer0869:
starryeyedbluffx: why are you sending me blank IMs
Streetracer0869: i dunno im sry
Streetracer0869: im speechless
starryeyedbluffx: why?
Streetracer0869: im so tired
starryeyedbluffx: then go to sleep
Streetracer0869: so um whats with the i dont wanna i wanna talk to you
Streetracer0869: whats with the "fuck this shit" thing?
starryeyedbluffx: meh i had a lot of shit on my mind
Streetracer0869: o so um i noticed im gone off of your myspace somethin wrong?
starryeyedbluffx: no
Streetracer0869: hello?
Streetracer0869: you breakin up with me?
starryeyedbluffx: i don't want to, i'm just confused and yeah right now
Streetracer0869: why?
starryeyedbluffx: i think i started a relationship to fast
Streetracer0869: nooooooooooooo you didnt
starryeyedbluffx: i dunno
starryeyedbluffx: but we're not breaking up
starryeyedbluffx: i don't want to
starryeyedbluffx: i'm just kinda blah right now
Streetracer0869: ok well your talkin like you gonna
starryeyedbluffx: no
Streetracer0869: ok
Streetracer0869: just makin sure
starryeyedbluffx: my grandma wants me too
Streetracer0869: what makes you think that it was too fast?
Streetracer0869: yea and you did what she wanted last time
starryeyedbluffx: she just hates the fact that she had to drive me yesterday, it' not ur fault she's just pissed at ur mom
Streetracer0869: well seriously my mom didnt even drive me her date did
starryeyedbluffx: oh
Streetracer0869: yea
Streetracer0869: i was gonna ask about that party but i dunno
starryeyedbluffx: mm
Streetracer0869: omg my mom thinks im tryin to hise somethin
Streetracer0869: now shes all mad at me
starryeyedbluffx: you kinda are....
Streetracer0869: but i wanna keep talkin to you
Streetracer0869: but she wants me to disconnect
starryeyedbluffx: aww
Streetracer0869: aww what?
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[Sunday
Sep 11th, 2005
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4:52pm] |
i think i went out with stevie just to have a boyfriend...
and he told me if we went out that i couldn't break up like after a month, that he wants a long serious relationship.... WTF did i agree to this???!!!!
and now i may like someone i don't even know... HOW BAD IS THAT!!!
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[Saturday
Sep 10th, 2005
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5:24am] |
OK! Yesterday was crazy ass hehe
Went to the movies to meet Stevie at 5. Watched Transporters 2... short movie... Then I met up with Tabatha, Drew, & Kaitlyn. Drew and I sat on a bench waiting for Kaitlyn & Tabatha to get back from picking up Henrey & Sean. Then we met up with Kirstin, Nikki, Lj, & Courtney... We all went to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose. It could of been better. We sat in the VERY front row, thats how packed it was. ANYWHO in the parking lot we met up with Viki & her sister Mandy. ALL 12 OF US then went to Applebees to celebrate Kirsten's birthday. I AM NOW OBESSED WITH BUFFLO WINGS!! Tabatha, Drew, and I followed Kaitlyn, Sean and Henry to Silver Creek High School in Sellersberg. We played 10 fingers have you ever, skipped like nuts, played truth or dare (Sean ran around a flag pole w/o pants... HAHAHA twas funny!!!) , Sean and I humped tabatha's car.
Yeah... and It was just all fun =) Hope to do it again. Sean kinda flirted with me... AND OMG !!! He looks EXACTLY like my cousins boyfriend Sean except he's like 6 foot. But long blonde hair and all! Tabatha dropped Drew off, and we came back here. We just watched movies.... I'm too hyper to sleep but shes been out of it for like 2 hours.
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| the upside to today |
[Wednesday
Sep 7th, 2005
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8:58pm] |
1. Stevie Jackson and I started going out
2. Sam Goody called me after two weeks of my first interview for another one!!! FRIDAY @ 4 BITCHES!!!
You people need to call me or something so we can totally freaking hang out!!!
Tmw I'm stayin after school to help out in tech. After that I have to go get an xray.
Friday is my interview.
Saturday is my date with Stevie.
SUNDAY IS LIKE OMG FREE!!!!
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so i gained weight...
I HATE THAT
MISSIES GOAL!!! to be 123 again!! NOT FUCKING 133!!!
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[Wednesday
Sep 7th, 2005
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2:11pm] |
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i have a urinary tract infection
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